0:17am

i quit shopping - retail therapy only goes so far

and in my case, i didnt even need retail therapy

end of indulgence....no more no more

hiding my credit card + bank card + all the other cards

-.-''

now now...i wish xanga never had the option of allowing people to delete the 'comment' option so i could just write directly on ur page instead of writing on my page again....

must must clarify: i found it line in chinese ironic, it is so vague yet sadly true. i  felt the need to record it here, coz it seemed to fit. this is the place that i keep locked away from my real life, a place i can momentarily and temporarily indulge in the twisted events of the past...i seem to have a talent of pretending the past never happened and continue to live life without learning from the wrongs, i need this place to remind me how to appreciate the good stuff in life...this might be self-inflicted but its kind of a place for me to avoid future mistakes .....it is also for this reason that the bad things recorded in here shall never be realised nor will it be repeated....ever ever again...these are the built blocks we step on in order to better ourselves

past experiences have taught me to never lead a retrospective life...and i havent

time has taught me to learn to look beyond the emotional black hole....because the sun will always shine after a cloudy day

i've said to many friends as friends have said to me........no one can make the effort, we ourselves have to take the initiative

this frustruation is understood, and is commonly felt

'words cant express the appreciation we have for those who cares....so we stand to thank them through our actions' - those are the wise words i once gave to a friend, i do not know whether its meaning was understood by them but i, myself, truly believe in those words that i've came up with.

完美的隐藏，无暇的笑容。。。

刻骨铭心的伤害往往都藏在记忆的最深处

时间真的能抹去一切不愉快的记忆吗？

人的外表是最不可靠的东西，它遮掩着所有的现实，不安和伤心

一次跌倒，永远的疤痕。。。。